tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-12-23:1859608 I'm still fighting for peace Fiora 2018-09-14T01:47:18Z tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-12-23:1859608:8642 2018-05-07T20:03:03Z 2018-05-07T23:03:55Z public 0 <span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">(&nbsp;</b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://goes-all-out.dreamwidth.org/8642.html#cutid1">aesthetic</a></b><b class="cut-close">&nbsp;)</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=goes_all_out&ditemid=8642" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-12-23:1859608:4466 2016-08-22T00:47:06Z 2016-08-22T00:47:06Z public 0 <span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">(&nbsp;</b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://goes-all-out.dreamwidth.org/4466.html#cutid1">just for fun</a></b><b class="cut-close">&nbsp;)</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=goes_all_out&ditemid=4466" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-12-23:1859608:3530 2016-04-22T16:54:23Z 2016-08-05T01:05:41Z public 0 -First off, she HAS to kill someone to absorb their energy. There's no almost-drowning here. Even when she gets the drain kiss, it'll just allow her to kill out of water.<br /><br />-The longer she puts it off, the more physical pain she'll be in. Like the original Little Mermaid by Hans Christian Anderson, she'll start to feel stabbing pains in her feet when she walks.<br /><br />-She acts more like a mythological siren the hungrier she is. She flirts, she's giggly, she acts coy, and basically does everything she can to lure an unsuspecting victim into a false sense of security. Gets even better when she develops magic singing!<br /><br />-At her worst she flirts with and gets uncomfortably touchy-feely with <i>everyone</i>, including other monsters. She also gets really flippant about <a href="https://49.media.tumblr.com/e9cac1120cec7d8d97a65bb1bf01e42d/tumblr_n9o0bvKnHE1tiazmmo1_500.gif">hurting/killing people.</a><br /><br />-Of course she's going to hate it and hate herself for having to do it... for a while. Then it'll start to get <i>easier.</i> She stops putting it off as long as she can. She claims it's because she doesn't want to go berserk and hurt more people than she has to, but really it's because it's just... not... that... hard... anymore.<br /><br />-Once she starts feeling numb she'll try to do something "positive" about to make herself feel less worse about it, i.e. offering her kills to monsters who need to eat flesh, offering to take a soul-sucked victim off another monster's hand, anything to make someone else's experience more tolerable. <i>She's sparing someone else from doing this, that makes it okay, right?</i><br /><br />-<a href="http://i.imgur.com/c4jt321.png">thisisfine.png</a><br /><br />-It works but not forever, eventually she'll start to resent monsters who can feed without actually killing someone.<br /><br />-tl;dr downward spiral of hate and self-loathing!<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=goes_all_out&ditemid=3530" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-12-23:1859608:1788 2016-02-11T15:15:41Z 2016-02-11T15:15:41Z public 1 <center><table width="505" bgcolor="transparent" border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" colspan="5"><tbody><tr> <td colspan="3" style="padding-right:5px; padding-left:6px;"><div style="background-color:#00728b; color:#afd8ed; font-family: ms gothic; font-size:1.2em; height:200px; overflow:auto; padding:5px; border-style:solid; border-width: 5px; border-color:#999999; box-shadow: 10px 10px 5px #888888; border-top-left-radius: 10px; border-bottom-left-radius: 10px; border-top-right-radius: 10px; border-bottom-right-radius: 10px;">WELCOME TO YOUR PRIVATE CHANNEL, FIORA. <br /><br />FOR SECURE COMMUNICATION, USE 004.06.012.23<br /><br />*** <b>&lt; ButterflyStep &gt;</b> has joined 018.07.154.55<br /><b>&lt;<a href="thread link"><font color="#fff">&lt; ButterflyStep &gt;</font></a>&gt;</b> Hello! 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